2012/10/19

Afraid

I'm afraid. 
Really afraid this time. 
Of being abandoned. 
Again.
After all the previous times. 
I don't want to.
Don't want to feel that again.
But I have the feeling that I'm about to go through that again.
All the pain.
What am I supposed to do?
Just let it be?
Just to not care?
I can't.
I can't abandon anyone.
Ever.
It's always me.
Who gets abandoned.
The only thing I want.
Is to feel loved.
Know that someone truly cares.
I'm not a toy.
I have feelings.

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