I don't know if I did the biggest mistake in my life so far yesterday. I just can't stop crying. I don't know what I'm doing. My heart is breaking but yesterday I saw this as the better solution. I hate myself right now. I probably lost the one person who truly loves me. My head is just so confused right now, I don't know anything anymore. And the worst part is.. I already miss him. I just hope he doesn't hate me.